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4th Oct 1989
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006, 1:46 AM


i woke up in tears this morning.
i know i was crying miserably.
because when i'm really awake.
i found a "bulk" of tissue right beside me.

i dreamt that my mum forced me to go TAIWAN and study.
i was crying and begging her that i didn't want to.
i couldn't remember why she forced me to.
i only remembered that i called my beautiful ones.
dumdum and deedee wasn't giving it a damn at all.
they just said. you want go you just go.
i called mutton. he said that he'll send me off.
i called pork. he said good for you.
i called another friend and he said that he wouldn't care.
i emailed chia to ask me to fetch me at the airport. she didn't reply.
i was so upset that i got the answers from them like this.

that day i arrived at airport. than again. mutton buay me.
no one sent me off. not even my family.
i travelled alone in the plane. crying so hard.
i reached taipei. i saw no chia.
i was so lost and didn't know where to go.
i curled myself up in the corner and cried.
the next moment i found myself crying on my bed.
that was why i said i woke up in tears.

i didn't know what this dream means.
is it because we are all graduating soon and we are all seperating.
are we gonna lose contact?
oh shucks. i hate that.